" Has anyone ever been tormented and frustrated by a disease, illness or a problem linked to an affection? Have you ever had a disease that happens to be either very difficult or impossible for doctors to cure? How did you feel and how could your feeling be if you lived with this handicap for more than 20 years of your life? I know there are people who have experienced such situations or are even going through this kind of situation at the present time.
I know how someone can feel when that someone has been struggling with a problem for years in vain. The hardest part in the majority of cases is to speak freely of such issues, because people sometimes do not understand things quickly and are not sufficiently tolerant and patient. After so many years in silence, years of frustration, years of living in the shadow of fear of being judged and misunderstood by others, years of living in fear of being made fun of; now the Lord gives me the strength to speak freely about what happened to me. Many people today live with such a problem, I believe they are under the influence of a high level of stress and self-criticism; they probably have a feeling of shame due to what is happening to them, while ignoring what to do at all in order to get rid of it. But sometimes I ask myself these questions: Why do we need to worry all the time if we trust in the Lord? Upon Who/what does our trust lie? Should we be stressed or frustrated while the Lord is there? Is there anything that is impossible for God, in Whom we believe ?
Almighty God , thank you so much for this testimony given for the glory of thy holy name, for your glory Lord. This testimony is given as a proof that the Holy Spirit is our witness, because He is the one who by his Holy Power reveals your Power, your Greatness, your existence and your Holiness. It is also the Spirit, which testifies that we have received the Lord Jesus Christ our Savior in our lives, through the presence of the Spirit in us. I pray thee O heavenly Father that all who reads this testimony be positively affected and that by your Grace they all put their trust in thee, O Almighty God and Father, who is in heaven. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ that your Holy Spirit fills these words with its power and holiness. That all who reads this testimony and needs divine healing may have a great faith through this testimony, no matter what disease they suffer from. Lord help that they believe in your healing power that is revealed in this testimony, Father heal their unbelief. Lord grant that it may be done to them according to their faith, whatever their illness or disability is. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, that you who are reading this testimony, be strengthened in your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and that your health be restored to you through your faith in the healing power of Jesus Christ who healed the sick, gave sight to the blind, loosed the tongue of the dumb and brought the dead back to life !In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.
I want every reader to understand that this miracle was accomplished by the Lord Jesus Christ in 2011.
Something that always seems "Normal " becomes " abnormal "
I am a young woman who actually grew up in what can be called a Christian family. However most of my family's members have not always walked on the path of the Lord. My childhood was characterized by ordinary things and phenomena, which are of course normal for children from 0-6 years old. I mean things like peeing in pants or bed-wetting during sleep at night, sucking fingers etc. All these things happened to me when I was a child and they were natural phenomena for my parents and relatives. However, bedwetting particularly at night did not seem to want to stop. As I grew up, the problem was worsening instead of reducing and stopping as with the other children. When I had that issue while still in primary school, everyone thought maybe it would stop when I get to college. My relatives thought the problem was going to stop with age. But no, they were all wrong. Let me tell you that when the devil wants you to fall and he finds you without solid spiritual foundation in Christ, he will probably make you fall .
My case was even worsening with time while everyone at home thought that age would play a huge role to help stop my bedwetting. I was finally admitted to the college and I was still wetting my bed. The situation began to put me under great pressure because my parents would scold at me every time it happened, they would punish me in different ways, thinking that I was doing it purposely. Sometimes they thought that I was just so lazy to the point of not being able to wake up at night to ease myself. My life began to turn into a nightmare. I would wake up with shame and fear, I would go to bed at night with a huge fear. I stressed for that every day, I was worried all the time. I was afraid to wet my bed at night and be the object of a severe criticism. Those days I did not even know what that was, but then I later knew that I had an affection: enuresis.
As a parent or loved one, we must be very careful with our behavior towards someone who suffers ...
You know I always thought that in some situations we often think that our beloved ones will understand us better than anyone else, but I was wrong. With my experience I came to understand that relatives may be more severe than the strangers, they are the first to criticize us and humiliate us. I'm not saying this so that the reader of this testimony can no longer rely upon his family in times of difficulties, this is not my intention! What I want to emphasize on, is that we must learn to be patient with those we love when they are suffering. Even if we do not understand the situation which they find themselves in. We should not only be patient with those we love, but with all those who suffer. We must learn not to humiliate others, especially when someone is suffering, even if that person does not show his pain/suffering. Because it is very difficult for the victim to overcome humiliation. This could unfortunately generate a lot of resentment and negative feelings that could lead to hatred, or in some cases this could lead to self-hatred (the victim ) and suicide, we ( the family) will indirectly be guilty. But the fact remains that when someone is going through a difficult period, the first people whom that person usually turns to are his relatives or close friends.
Dear readers, brothers and sisters, I came to know it was an affection only at the age of 20 years, after decades of suffering. One thing none of us could not even understand was the cause of that issue. Before I knew the name of what was my life torment, I lost a huge part of my self estime and this was reflected into my life later. I remember how some of my relatives would humiliate me, some did it because they were ignorant and others did it just because they wanted to hurt me. But the Lord is gradually healing me. My story is another proof that sometimes even our beloved ones do not always accept us as we are, but only One does: it is God.
But loving parents always apologize to their children when they realize they are wrong
I still remember my beloved mother, who also did not understand me either at the beginning of everything. She would scold at me and punish me, but she knew nothing about it. She is the one who decided to do some researches even on the internet, to know what all this was. When she knew that this was a health issue, she cried and apologized to me, and I forgive her with all my heart. Once she found it out, she sent me to see a specialist in the field, what I immediately did. What has been said above is but a small part of the frustration I went through. But I would like to share this with the reader in order for him to better understand my joy later. I thank God that even after all those difficult times, I never tried to kill myself. I now understand that the Lord was watching over me, he had a great plan, great and wonderful plan for me. It took me over a year to finally be able to talk freely about this, but I have always shared this testimony with the same enthusiasm, happiness and gratitude in my heart. Sweet Jesus, thank you!
There are cases where pills are good for nothing and we need more than that it...
The specialist gave me a huge set of pills, he claimed that my issue was related to psychological problems and stress, because basically I did not suffer from a malformation of the bladder. The pills he prescribed to me were almost the same pills taken by a depressive person. I had to take 60 pills a month and I do not really remember how long I had to undergo this horrible treatment. One thing I do remember is that I took the pills for a while until I saw my personality radically transformed into that of a histeric person. I quickly became a very susceptible person, so susceptible and sometimes hysterical. Allow me to bring the precision that, when undergoing this treatment I was already enrolled in a university. So I can say that I was already a big girl, and I wanted a boyfriend, I wanted to live like other girls of my age in the "world". This problem was a real handicap for me. I was scared to have a boyfriend because I did not trust anyone. I thought that if I ever told what my problem was, to a boy who would be my friend; whenever the relationship would end he could humiliate me by telling this to people if he was not a trustful person enough.
I finally had a boyfriend who was a very quiet boy and he finally discovered my problem. We broke up later, I could not even tell if that problem was the hidden reason behind this break up or something else. But somehow things were really frustrating for me. I could not travel far or spend the weekend with friends because of this problem. I let you guess the other things I could not do...
Old friends are better than new friends, always bless the Lord for good friends ...
(Proverbs 27:10 ) "Do not forsake your own friend or your father’s friend, Nor go to your brother’s house in the day of your calamity; Better is a neighbor nearby than a brother far away."
(Proverbs 17:17) " A friend loves at all times, And a brother is born for adversity. "
( Ecclesiasticus 6:14 ) " 14 A faithfull friend is a strong defence: and hee that hath found such an one, hath found a treasure. " ( Ecclesiasticus / Sirach is a book that you can find in the King James Version of 1611 )
( Ecclesiasticus 6:15 ) " Nothing can be compared to a faithful friend, and no weight of gold and silver is able to countervail the goodness of his fidelity."
I noticed that I was radically changed into another person, because I became aggressive with my best friend who was living with me, I was going mad at her for so little, my head would often ache me as if someone was hitting a bell behind my ears. I thank God because my best friend is a true love, she supported me. She would even change the bed sheets every time, she would clean without saying a word, she would clean the bed sheets and mattress and she has never said a word to anyone. At that moment I knew what true friendship looks like, I came to understand the strength and value of that word. It reminds me enormously of Jesus Christ and Lazarus. True friends sometimes are even worth more than relatives...
Sometimes we focus more on pills that could be destructive and even that could worsen our situation
I finally decided to stop the pills before they could drive me mad if I permit myself to say so. I immediately got rid of them, when my friend told me that my personality got changed with those pills. I the decided to throw them all away. Then I turned back to my grand-ma's recipes, which also did not help me at all. I would even say that I made the decision to drink less water after 6 pm, hoping not to wet my bed. However, all these practices have brought me nothing like change. I tried somehow to understand the cause of it all and the only thing I knew was that everything was happening to me in a dream, in which I would feel the need to pee, and I always saw the toilet near me; I would use them, everything seemed so real to me at that precise moment so that I would not even think I was dreaming. Everything seemed so real that it was only when I felt the coldness in my bed that I would wake up, and only then I realized that it was a dream; but I would also realize that I really peed in my bed. I do not understand, why I had almost the same dream all the time, and why i had the feeling of reality while everything was happening in a dream .
Sometimes we put great emphasis on physical things ( physical world ) to the extent that the spiritual things ( spiritual world ) escape us. Our ignorance is killing us ...
( Hosea 4:6 ) " My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because you have rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me. Seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. "
That was my case, I was ignorant. Ignorance can make us miss a lot of understanding and opportunities in our lives. I remember that a beloved brother, who is a good Christian once told me that I was being tormented by a demon all that while. I was not really a true believer at the time, my faith in Christ was almost nonexistent, I was so lukewarm, but somehow deep inside my heart I knew he was right. I did not know much about demons. I believed in God, but I did not have a good understanding of Christianity. I remember myself sometimes those years attending the Catholic church, but rejecting the prayers to Mary and the saints. I was convinced that God exists and that Jesus Christ is His only Son and our Savior, but I knew nothing about the Holy Spirit, the gifts and the things we have access to, with Christ in our lives. I needed a spiritual growth in order to understand many things and to be healed. But I was not even aware of my spiritual poverty. The only thing I thought was that I did not know how to handle things .
God takes his children to the desert so that They may know him better and serve Him (just as He did with Moses by taking him out of Egypt to Median, an unknown land where he met his Lord )
God gave me the grace to go to another country, a country I did not know at all, a country of unknown language and I could not imagine that this was the beginning of his plan for me. Away from my family and "alone" or I would say that there was only the Lord and I to fight against this "monster". Old humiliations had made me a stronger person and taught me how to handle things discreetly. Even when I lived with people I already knew how to hide my problem completely. With some of my boyfriends, I was honest and told them my problem and they really supported me. Thank God we can still find some trustful men today. However being so discreet and having a boyfriend was not what I wanted. I wanted this nightmare to stop and I wanted to feel like a normal person and finally free. Because I really was feeling like being in a prison, I was feeling like being in a cell like a rat. I was not free to travel a lot, because I had this phobia in me. I was always asking myself: "And what if it happens there?" Therefore, you can just guess how my life was frustrating. But God is great, and he neither sleeps nor slumbers, he worked in secret. He was preparing me for the miracle. It is only after I got healed, that I realized that the trauma I experienced was a prerequisite for me to step further. it was so important that I went through all that trauma, so that I could know the Lord better, and know how to value His Greatness (although in my opinion this cannot even be valued or measured); so that I could seek for Him more than before and that I could finally understand the mechanism of divine healing and the meaning of Christianity and many other things.
Going away from my family was necessary for me to heal and to reach a certain spiritual maturity. Now , I came to the understanding that my family would be an obstacle to my spiritual growth if I stayed with them, not because they do not love God; but only because their understanding of faith and relationship with God is completely different from the understanding that I have now. In addition, there are things that are still difficult for them to understand. And I know that the Lord wanted to use me in a place where there would be only Him and I. He wanted to polish me in a certain way and bless me so that I could be that vessel, which would reflect His light and his glory in my family.
The Lord speaks to each of us in a way that corresponds to our different personalities
One day after I had a big depression about my problem, after I cried in my room alone for an hour or more, I heard a voice inside of me that was speaking to me and asked me if I have ever submitted my problem to the Lord at least once in my life. Then I realized that what the voice said was true and I finally began to cry to God (which I honestly never did before). I asked Him why all things worked so bad in my life and why my bed-wetting could not stop after all the things I tried. But then I realized that it was actually the reason why things got worse. The mere fact that I have never turned to the Lord and have never cried with a broken and repentant heart to Him, was the main reason why things did not improve for me. How can you be cured If you do not see a doctor, if you do not request for his help and if you do not explain to him what your problem is? This is impossible!! How can the Lord help/heal you, if you do not ask for help/healing from Him? The Lord himself said: "Ask and it shall be given you ...". So if you need something, you need to ask Him in order to receive it. Then with tears falling from my eyes, while I was sitting in my bed, the same voice from the depths of my soul gently told and asked me to write to a certain church and tell them about my problem so that they could pray for me. I can not even explain what happened to me at that particular time. All I know is that at that very moment I had faith in the fact that I was on my way to healing and that things were going to happen, even if I did not know how. At that moment all my tears went away, I felt so confident in the quiet voice to the point that I did not hesitate to adress them a mail. However, my letter fell into the wrong hands, but God was still at work to show me how his Grace abounds in the lives of people who put their trust in Him, those who come to Him with a broken heart. (Psalms 51:16-17 ) If you had desired sacrifice , I would give it , but you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings . The sacrifices that are pleasant to God is a broken spirit : O God ! You will not despise a broken and contrite heart .
So the first person who received the letter I sent transferred it to others, and if I remember correctly, my mail was transfered individually to about three or four different people from different countries before the real beneficiary could finally receive it: a brother called Matti, who immediately wrote to me. I still remember how all those who have transfered my letter mentioned in red on the bottom or top of my mail URGENT!
Divine healing is a mechanism that we need to know in order to receive it...
The mail from brother Matti was a blessing, it made me very happy and brought me a leap of faith even before I was sent the recommendations for my healing prayer. The day I received the recommendations was so special in my eyes, they were sent with a very small piece of cloth the size of a postage stamp. I was asked to lay the piece of cloth on the part of the body that was paining me. However I had no pain in my body, so I was a little bit confused and I was getting nervous. The Lord came to me and spoke to my heart and told me where on my body I had to lay the cloth ( I do not remember too much if this was on my kidney or on my chest); then I had to say my prayer. Believe me, dear brothers and sisters, the prayer I made was not long, it was not that amazing prayer with sophisticated words.
I was recommended to first of all make a prayer to the Lord in order for me to have faith. For this purpose I had to pray the Lord and ask him to rid me of any doubt, and that's what I did. Then I could freely pray for my problem. I did and I went to bed. That night I was psychologically persecuted by the devil who was like speaking in my head and he kept telling me that nothing would work and that as a proof I would even wet my bed that night. He was trying to convince me that what I did was just stories. Believe me, fear took hold of me and I did wet my bed that night, and for during two weeks I was persecuted more than ever before. One Saturday night I sat in my bed and I began to think: why is it not working while I did all that had been recommended to me? The Lord then guided me spiritually through a preaching, he advised me to listen to it that very day. The preaching was about demonology and how to get rid of demons. That preaching taught me how demons behave when expelled from a body. The preacher said something that has strengthened my faith. (Romans 10:17) "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." He said that when we cast a demon, he goes and calls for help so that when they come back to you they are numerous and strong enough.Then they will be able to torment you more than ever. But if your faith ( which is like the foundation of your home ) is strong, they will be defeated. Therefore we ought to have faith, and this basically means calling things that are not yet materialized as if they already were. Moreover when we need healing or something else from God our Father, we should take possession of it with authority, no matter what happens after. This means that we must keep our faith firm and declare things. (Hebrews 11:1-2) "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.2 For by it the elders obtained a good report."
Take possession of your healing with authority and declare with faith before it is manifested
This helped me to know my position in Christ, and understand that the evil spirit that had persecuted me for over 25 years went to call for help, so that I could be confused and think that God had abandoned me. I realized that I had to move faith, I had to accept the fact that I was healed despite that the bed-wetting was still happening those days. I had to have authority over these evil spirits, by letting them know that despite everything they were doing, I knew already and I firmly believed that I was healed. The same Saturday night, after realizing this, the Lord spoke to me again and told me exactly these words: " Tomorrow wake up early and go to church to give the testimony that you are healed. Go ahead and declare your healing to everyone in the church. Do not go late, if you do not take your healing with authority and declare it, you might never get rid of this."; and He added: " Do not pay attention to what happens after you have declared it, be faithful and patient in faith. "
Listening to the Lord who spoke to me, the next day (which was a Sunday) I went to church and arrived exactly when brothers and sisters were giving their testimonies. I gave my testimony and something happened again. My pastor and his wife stood and laid their hands on me, whereas they did not do it with other Christians who did witness before and after me. So when I finished giving my testimony they came to me and laid their hands upon my head and requested that the whole church prays for me. I would like to remind that when all this was happening, brother Matti who answered me by email also was holding prayer meettings for me in Finland with his congregation (actually 3 times per day). The Lord also asked me to send him a mail with my testimony. That Sunday I went back home with so much faith and my heart was really happy because I was firmly convinced that I was healed after all the events that happened. Honestly I still did bedwet few times after that, but on rare occasions. The Lord was always there to comfort me and strengthen me through the Holy Spirit so that I would keep my faith.The problem finally stopped one day, and actually I cannot even tell you exactly when. One day I just realized that it's been a long while I did not bedwet, then I realized that in fact everything stopped. Later whenever I had the same dream, I would wake up and touch myself and I would realize that all was just dry!!! Praise the Lord!!! Today I have pleasant and dry nights, I have no more fear, no more frustration and over the bedwetting!!! Praise the Lord, He is able!!!
Faith ... without it we are nothing
(Hebrews 11:6 ) " But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him . "
( James 1:5-8 ) " If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways. "
This stage of my life has helped me to understand what is the key of divine healing and how it works. I understood that some healings can be obtained spontaneously, and some might take a little bit of time before they could materialize; depending on the circumstances of each person according to their degree of faith, which is the main driver of this great mechanism. Divine healing does not work without a mechanism. It is first of all a gift that must be accepted by the patient with humility. You must listen to the Lord in order to allow him to work in you, in your life. You must get rid of any fear, doubt and any concerns and totally surrender to Him. Then keep the faith, believe firmly, declare and confess with your mouth and believe with all your heart that the Lord has healed you. Even if you see that your condition is only getting worse. You can be reading my story today while you have a problem that could be similar to mine or another, I want you to know that when our Lord Jesus Christ was on earth, he cured thousands of people and continues to do so by his powerful Name through the power of the Holy Spirit now that He is no longer on earth. His disciples would cast out demons in his Name, healed people in his Name etc. You can also be healed if you believe there is a power in this Name we call Jesus Christ/Yashua Ha Messiah. All you need is faith in Christ and patience. Remember that every time Jesus healed the sick, he said to the sick that they be done according to their faith. So if you believe , you will also be done according to your faith.
Dear brothers and sisters, I am not an expert in matters of divine healing, no!The only thing I would like to do is to express my gratitude to the Lord by sharing the testimony of my life, which He has allowed me to experiment by His Grace. I believe that it is a great testimony, it can be helpful to all those who are seek and wish to recover their health. For this we all need Jesus Christ and faith, nothing else. If in my case I had that little piece of cloth, the recommendations and all the great preachings that had been sent to me, without a little bit of faith I would not be healed. Having a complete faith in Jesus Christ is the best weapon against evil. For you need to remember that all sickness comes from evil, because everything that the Lord created is good. I believe that sickness is just the physical materialization of some spiritual happenings (attacks). May the Lord bless all that read this testimony, and please feel free to share it with those who are in need of healing.
After the healing the Lord revealed to me that He is our Savior through different dreams
In the first dream I rememeber myself being in a street with a friend of mine, I was looking in the sky as if I was expecting something to happen. While I was looking I saw a lion's head, just the head in the sky. That head was not physical, it was not made of flesh it was looking like a spirit. The lion was looking at me straight in the eyes, His sight was so intense, so deep and so gentle and serene at the same time. I thought it was the Lion of Judah. I was shocked, confused, amazed and scared at same time, about what I was seeing in the sky. While I was looking at the lion, a hand appeared from nowhere like the hand in the book of Daniel. This hand began to write something in the sky from the right to the left, it was a whole sentence with hebrew characters or aramaic. I was looking at it in all amazement, then a great fear took hold of me. I began to tell to my friend that we had to leave that place, because in my spirit I was convinced that it was the end of the world. I rememebered that in the book of revelation the Lord says that in the last days we will see great signs in the heavens. So I was convinced that, that moment has come. I was dragging my friend, asking her if she was not seeing what was happening in the sky. But it seemed to me that she was not seeing anything. During that time of great panic I heard a voice talking in my back and saying: " The one who believes in Jesus Christ will be saved". It is only later that the Lord revealed to me that what I heard from the voice was in fact the translation of what the hand wrote in the sky.
The second dream was also a revelation, but I had a great fear in that dream. It is after the Lord gave me the understanding of it that my spirit could calm down. In fact in that dream I saw myself with an angel, we were walking in what seemed to be a dark tunnel. While walking I could feel that there was fire all around us, but I could not see it. We reached a sort of room, it was like in the middle of the tunnel, like a hall. In the middle of this room was a firewood with a big pot on it, in the pot was a human heart it was being cooked. Then some strange creatures appeared from nowhere (I understood it was demons because they had nothing human and nothing good in their look), they were holding some long sticks, they came close to the pot and began to stir its content as if they were cooking. In a dark coerner I saw a young lady tied to the wall, she was screaming of pain. Then I asked to the angel who was with me what was going on. He somewhat made me to understand that the heart in the pot belonged to the young lady I saw screaming in the dark coerner. He told me that she was being treated that way because the Lord gave her a heart to love others, but she did not do it (certainly she had a lot of resentment for certain people in her heart). That is why her heart was put in a pot, and all the hit touching it was felt by the young lady. That is why she was screaming so loud, her scream could tell of how horrible the pain and the feeling she had were (To this day I almost always have tears or I get chills telling this dream, it even seems easy to tell but it was scary to see and bear those images once I woke up). While I was seeing all that in the dream I had no fear at all, and it is even strange to me, but I guess it is because I was with the angel. However I felt agreat fear when I woke up.
After seeing that horrible scene the angel took me to another place, I had the impression that we went to another side of the tunnel...I cannot really tell how we got to that second place, but what I know is that all of a sudden I found mysel before God. I cannot say I saw His face, I cannot say how He look like. But He was there, sitting on His Glorious Throne, and my spirit knew it was God. At His right I saw another One sitting, it was Jesus Christ. I was standing before God the Father, God the Son. The angel who was with me departed from me discreetly. God the Father requested to be given a book, the book of life, an angel brought it to Him. He went through the book, I understood it was my judgment He would pronounce. He went through the book and saw that my name was not there, then He requested that I be thrown to hell, where that other girl was. Let me tell you that I had a weird feeling while standing before the Lord: I could not open my mouth to utter a word and argue or defend myself, I could not even tell a lie; because even my mind was judging me. It was as if my whole self was convicting me of my wrongs. I was conscious of the bad life I had: sexual immorality, resentment towards some relatives who have frustrated me when I was suffering from enuresis, lies and many other things; To make it short I would say that my entire self was feeling guilty, and knew that I deserved that punishment, that is why I could not even say a word against that judgement (I believe now that this is revealing the just judgement of God, a judgment that even our spirit and soul accept).
So when God the Father condemned me to be sent to hell, the most beautiful thing happened...God the Son, Christ stood and pleaded for me. He said to God the Father something looking like this: "Do not send her to that place, because she believed in me". After He spoke those words I all of a sudden woke up, all my body shaking of fear and at the same time I could feel comforted when I realized that Christ just saved my life, He just saved me from hell fire and suffering!!! Allelujah!!!! Praise the Lord in the highest!!!
I did not understand the meaning of this dream the minutes following my awakening, for I was shocked. With time, the Lord revealed to me its understanding. In fact the Lord showed me that at the judgement day Jesus Christ will be like our Lawyer, He will plead for us before the Father. For we need to know that Christians will also be judged, just as unbelievers will be. But the difference is that Christians will not be condemned, for the Blood of Christ (the Lamb) has redeemed them. (Romans 8:1-8) "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. 2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death. 3 For what the law could not do in that it was weak through the flesh, God did by sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, on account of sin: He condemned sin in the flesh, 4 that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit. 5 For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. 6 For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. 7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, nor indeed can be.8 So then, those who are in the flesh cannot please God." ; But the unbelievers will be judged and condemned, because Christ has not redeemed them, since they rejected Him as a Savior. It is after all those things that I began to understand what is the place of Jesus Christ in our lives. I always thank the Lord God for sending Christ, we do not even realize what a great gift we are given, a gift that cannot be compared to any. The sadest thing is when we realize the way we lived before knowing Christ, living far from Him, living it up and taking advantage of all the pleasures of the world and flesh, which we in most cases even biterly regret. I always thank God for having taken control over my life, because I believe that without Him I would die. I praise you Father for such a wonderful Love for us, I praise Him for being that father I sought for my whole life, I love Him from the depth of my heart; and I wish with all my heart that He saves all my relatives, all my friends and all good people with pure hearts who do not believe yet. May the Lord bless you abundantly, may His Grace and Mercy flow in your life and your relatives'. You can copy and paste this testimony in your blog or site if ever you wish so, or you can just share it via a link...
Stay blessed in Christ
I know how someone can feel when that someone has been struggling with a problem for years in vain. The hardest part in the majority of cases is to speak freely of such issues, because people sometimes do not understand things quickly and are not sufficiently tolerant and patient. After so many years in silence, years of frustration, years of living in the shadow of fear of being judged and misunderstood by others, years of living in fear of being made fun of; now the Lord gives me the strength to speak freely about what happened to me. Many people today live with such a problem, I believe they are under the influence of a high level of stress and self-criticism; they probably have a feeling of shame due to what is happening to them, while ignoring what to do at all in order to get rid of it. But sometimes I ask myself these questions: Why do we need to worry all the time if we trust in the Lord? Upon Who/what does our trust lie? Should we be stressed or frustrated while the Lord is there? Is there anything that is impossible for God, in Whom we believe ?
Almighty God , thank you so much for this testimony given for the glory of thy holy name, for your glory Lord. This testimony is given as a proof that the Holy Spirit is our witness, because He is the one who by his Holy Power reveals your Power, your Greatness, your existence and your Holiness. It is also the Spirit, which testifies that we have received the Lord Jesus Christ our Savior in our lives, through the presence of the Spirit in us. I pray thee O heavenly Father that all who reads this testimony be positively affected and that by your Grace they all put their trust in thee, O Almighty God and Father, who is in heaven. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ that your Holy Spirit fills these words with its power and holiness. That all who reads this testimony and needs divine healing may have a great faith through this testimony, no matter what disease they suffer from. Lord help that they believe in your healing power that is revealed in this testimony, Father heal their unbelief. Lord grant that it may be done to them according to their faith, whatever their illness or disability is. I pray in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, that you who are reading this testimony, be strengthened in your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, and that your health be restored to you through your faith in the healing power of Jesus Christ who healed the sick, gave sight to the blind, loosed the tongue of the dumb and brought the dead back to life !In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.
I want every reader to understand that this miracle was accomplished by the Lord Jesus Christ in 2011.
Something that always seems "Normal " becomes " abnormal "
I am a young woman who actually grew up in what can be called a Christian family. However most of my family's members have not always walked on the path of the Lord. My childhood was characterized by ordinary things and phenomena, which are of course normal for children from 0-6 years old. I mean things like peeing in pants or bed-wetting during sleep at night, sucking fingers etc. All these things happened to me when I was a child and they were natural phenomena for my parents and relatives. However, bedwetting particularly at night did not seem to want to stop. As I grew up, the problem was worsening instead of reducing and stopping as with the other children. When I had that issue while still in primary school, everyone thought maybe it would stop when I get to college. My relatives thought the problem was going to stop with age. But no, they were all wrong. Let me tell you that when the devil wants you to fall and he finds you without solid spiritual foundation in Christ, he will probably make you fall .
My case was even worsening with time while everyone at home thought that age would play a huge role to help stop my bedwetting. I was finally admitted to the college and I was still wetting my bed. The situation began to put me under great pressure because my parents would scold at me every time it happened, they would punish me in different ways, thinking that I was doing it purposely. Sometimes they thought that I was just so lazy to the point of not being able to wake up at night to ease myself. My life began to turn into a nightmare. I would wake up with shame and fear, I would go to bed at night with a huge fear. I stressed for that every day, I was worried all the time. I was afraid to wet my bed at night and be the object of a severe criticism. Those days I did not even know what that was, but then I later knew that I had an affection: enuresis.
As a parent or loved one, we must be very careful with our behavior towards someone who suffers ...
You know I always thought that in some situations we often think that our beloved ones will understand us better than anyone else, but I was wrong. With my experience I came to understand that relatives may be more severe than the strangers, they are the first to criticize us and humiliate us. I'm not saying this so that the reader of this testimony can no longer rely upon his family in times of difficulties, this is not my intention! What I want to emphasize on, is that we must learn to be patient with those we love when they are suffering. Even if we do not understand the situation which they find themselves in. We should not only be patient with those we love, but with all those who suffer. We must learn not to humiliate others, especially when someone is suffering, even if that person does not show his pain/suffering. Because it is very difficult for the victim to overcome humiliation. This could unfortunately generate a lot of resentment and negative feelings that could lead to hatred, or in some cases this could lead to self-hatred (the victim ) and suicide, we ( the family) will indirectly be guilty. But the fact remains that when someone is going through a difficult period, the first people whom that person usually turns to are his relatives or close friends.
Dear readers, brothers and sisters, I came to know it was an affection only at the age of 20 years, after decades of suffering. One thing none of us could not even understand was the cause of that issue. Before I knew the name of what was my life torment, I lost a huge part of my self estime and this was reflected into my life later. I remember how some of my relatives would humiliate me, some did it because they were ignorant and others did it just because they wanted to hurt me. But the Lord is gradually healing me. My story is another proof that sometimes even our beloved ones do not always accept us as we are, but only One does: it is God.
But loving parents always apologize to their children when they realize they are wrong
I still remember my beloved mother, who also did not understand me either at the beginning of everything. She would scold at me and punish me, but she knew nothing about it. She is the one who decided to do some researches even on the internet, to know what all this was. When she knew that this was a health issue, she cried and apologized to me, and I forgive her with all my heart. Once she found it out, she sent me to see a specialist in the field, what I immediately did. What has been said above is but a small part of the frustration I went through. But I would like to share this with the reader in order for him to better understand my joy later. I thank God that even after all those difficult times, I never tried to kill myself. I now understand that the Lord was watching over me, he had a great plan, great and wonderful plan for me. It took me over a year to finally be able to talk freely about this, but I have always shared this testimony with the same enthusiasm, happiness and gratitude in my heart. Sweet Jesus, thank you!
There are cases where pills are good for nothing and we need more than that it...
The specialist gave me a huge set of pills, he claimed that my issue was related to psychological problems and stress, because basically I did not suffer from a malformation of the bladder. The pills he prescribed to me were almost the same pills taken by a depressive person. I had to take 60 pills a month and I do not really remember how long I had to undergo this horrible treatment. One thing I do remember is that I took the pills for a while until I saw my personality radically transformed into that of a histeric person. I quickly became a very susceptible person, so susceptible and sometimes hysterical. Allow me to bring the precision that, when undergoing this treatment I was already enrolled in a university. So I can say that I was already a big girl, and I wanted a boyfriend, I wanted to live like other girls of my age in the "world". This problem was a real handicap for me. I was scared to have a boyfriend because I did not trust anyone. I thought that if I ever told what my problem was, to a boy who would be my friend; whenever the relationship would end he could humiliate me by telling this to people if he was not a trustful person enough.
I finally had a boyfriend who was a very quiet boy and he finally discovered my problem. We broke up later, I could not even tell if that problem was the hidden reason behind this break up or something else. But somehow things were really frustrating for me. I could not travel far or spend the weekend with friends because of this problem. I let you guess the other things I could not do...
Old friends are better than new friends, always bless the Lord for good friends ...
(Proverbs 27:10 ) "Do not forsake your own friend or your father’s friend, Nor go to your brother’s house in the day of your calamity; Better is a neighbor nearby than a brother far away."
(Proverbs 17:17) " A friend loves at all times, And a brother is born for adversity. "
( Ecclesiasticus 6:14 ) " 14 A faithfull friend is a strong defence: and hee that hath found such an one, hath found a treasure. " ( Ecclesiasticus / Sirach is a book that you can find in the King James Version of 1611 )
( Ecclesiasticus 6:15 ) " Nothing can be compared to a faithful friend, and no weight of gold and silver is able to countervail the goodness of his fidelity."
I noticed that I was radically changed into another person, because I became aggressive with my best friend who was living with me, I was going mad at her for so little, my head would often ache me as if someone was hitting a bell behind my ears. I thank God because my best friend is a true love, she supported me. She would even change the bed sheets every time, she would clean without saying a word, she would clean the bed sheets and mattress and she has never said a word to anyone. At that moment I knew what true friendship looks like, I came to understand the strength and value of that word. It reminds me enormously of Jesus Christ and Lazarus. True friends sometimes are even worth more than relatives...
Sometimes we focus more on pills that could be destructive and even that could worsen our situation
I finally decided to stop the pills before they could drive me mad if I permit myself to say so. I immediately got rid of them, when my friend told me that my personality got changed with those pills. I the decided to throw them all away. Then I turned back to my grand-ma's recipes, which also did not help me at all. I would even say that I made the decision to drink less water after 6 pm, hoping not to wet my bed. However, all these practices have brought me nothing like change. I tried somehow to understand the cause of it all and the only thing I knew was that everything was happening to me in a dream, in which I would feel the need to pee, and I always saw the toilet near me; I would use them, everything seemed so real to me at that precise moment so that I would not even think I was dreaming. Everything seemed so real that it was only when I felt the coldness in my bed that I would wake up, and only then I realized that it was a dream; but I would also realize that I really peed in my bed. I do not understand, why I had almost the same dream all the time, and why i had the feeling of reality while everything was happening in a dream .
Sometimes we put great emphasis on physical things ( physical world ) to the extent that the spiritual things ( spiritual world ) escape us. Our ignorance is killing us ...
( Hosea 4:6 ) " My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because you have rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me. Seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children. "
That was my case, I was ignorant. Ignorance can make us miss a lot of understanding and opportunities in our lives. I remember that a beloved brother, who is a good Christian once told me that I was being tormented by a demon all that while. I was not really a true believer at the time, my faith in Christ was almost nonexistent, I was so lukewarm, but somehow deep inside my heart I knew he was right. I did not know much about demons. I believed in God, but I did not have a good understanding of Christianity. I remember myself sometimes those years attending the Catholic church, but rejecting the prayers to Mary and the saints. I was convinced that God exists and that Jesus Christ is His only Son and our Savior, but I knew nothing about the Holy Spirit, the gifts and the things we have access to, with Christ in our lives. I needed a spiritual growth in order to understand many things and to be healed. But I was not even aware of my spiritual poverty. The only thing I thought was that I did not know how to handle things .
God takes his children to the desert so that They may know him better and serve Him (just as He did with Moses by taking him out of Egypt to Median, an unknown land where he met his Lord )
God gave me the grace to go to another country, a country I did not know at all, a country of unknown language and I could not imagine that this was the beginning of his plan for me. Away from my family and "alone" or I would say that there was only the Lord and I to fight against this "monster". Old humiliations had made me a stronger person and taught me how to handle things discreetly. Even when I lived with people I already knew how to hide my problem completely. With some of my boyfriends, I was honest and told them my problem and they really supported me. Thank God we can still find some trustful men today. However being so discreet and having a boyfriend was not what I wanted. I wanted this nightmare to stop and I wanted to feel like a normal person and finally free. Because I really was feeling like being in a prison, I was feeling like being in a cell like a rat. I was not free to travel a lot, because I had this phobia in me. I was always asking myself: "And what if it happens there?" Therefore, you can just guess how my life was frustrating. But God is great, and he neither sleeps nor slumbers, he worked in secret. He was preparing me for the miracle. It is only after I got healed, that I realized that the trauma I experienced was a prerequisite for me to step further. it was so important that I went through all that trauma, so that I could know the Lord better, and know how to value His Greatness (although in my opinion this cannot even be valued or measured); so that I could seek for Him more than before and that I could finally understand the mechanism of divine healing and the meaning of Christianity and many other things.
Going away from my family was necessary for me to heal and to reach a certain spiritual maturity. Now , I came to the understanding that my family would be an obstacle to my spiritual growth if I stayed with them, not because they do not love God; but only because their understanding of faith and relationship with God is completely different from the understanding that I have now. In addition, there are things that are still difficult for them to understand. And I know that the Lord wanted to use me in a place where there would be only Him and I. He wanted to polish me in a certain way and bless me so that I could be that vessel, which would reflect His light and his glory in my family.
The Lord speaks to each of us in a way that corresponds to our different personalities
One day after I had a big depression about my problem, after I cried in my room alone for an hour or more, I heard a voice inside of me that was speaking to me and asked me if I have ever submitted my problem to the Lord at least once in my life. Then I realized that what the voice said was true and I finally began to cry to God (which I honestly never did before). I asked Him why all things worked so bad in my life and why my bed-wetting could not stop after all the things I tried. But then I realized that it was actually the reason why things got worse. The mere fact that I have never turned to the Lord and have never cried with a broken and repentant heart to Him, was the main reason why things did not improve for me. How can you be cured If you do not see a doctor, if you do not request for his help and if you do not explain to him what your problem is? This is impossible!! How can the Lord help/heal you, if you do not ask for help/healing from Him? The Lord himself said: "Ask and it shall be given you ...". So if you need something, you need to ask Him in order to receive it. Then with tears falling from my eyes, while I was sitting in my bed, the same voice from the depths of my soul gently told and asked me to write to a certain church and tell them about my problem so that they could pray for me. I can not even explain what happened to me at that particular time. All I know is that at that very moment I had faith in the fact that I was on my way to healing and that things were going to happen, even if I did not know how. At that moment all my tears went away, I felt so confident in the quiet voice to the point that I did not hesitate to adress them a mail. However, my letter fell into the wrong hands, but God was still at work to show me how his Grace abounds in the lives of people who put their trust in Him, those who come to Him with a broken heart. (Psalms 51:16-17 ) If you had desired sacrifice , I would give it , but you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings . The sacrifices that are pleasant to God is a broken spirit : O God ! You will not despise a broken and contrite heart .
So the first person who received the letter I sent transferred it to others, and if I remember correctly, my mail was transfered individually to about three or four different people from different countries before the real beneficiary could finally receive it: a brother called Matti, who immediately wrote to me. I still remember how all those who have transfered my letter mentioned in red on the bottom or top of my mail URGENT!
Divine healing is a mechanism that we need to know in order to receive it...
The mail from brother Matti was a blessing, it made me very happy and brought me a leap of faith even before I was sent the recommendations for my healing prayer. The day I received the recommendations was so special in my eyes, they were sent with a very small piece of cloth the size of a postage stamp. I was asked to lay the piece of cloth on the part of the body that was paining me. However I had no pain in my body, so I was a little bit confused and I was getting nervous. The Lord came to me and spoke to my heart and told me where on my body I had to lay the cloth ( I do not remember too much if this was on my kidney or on my chest); then I had to say my prayer. Believe me, dear brothers and sisters, the prayer I made was not long, it was not that amazing prayer with sophisticated words.
I was recommended to first of all make a prayer to the Lord in order for me to have faith. For this purpose I had to pray the Lord and ask him to rid me of any doubt, and that's what I did. Then I could freely pray for my problem. I did and I went to bed. That night I was psychologically persecuted by the devil who was like speaking in my head and he kept telling me that nothing would work and that as a proof I would even wet my bed that night. He was trying to convince me that what I did was just stories. Believe me, fear took hold of me and I did wet my bed that night, and for during two weeks I was persecuted more than ever before. One Saturday night I sat in my bed and I began to think: why is it not working while I did all that had been recommended to me? The Lord then guided me spiritually through a preaching, he advised me to listen to it that very day. The preaching was about demonology and how to get rid of demons. That preaching taught me how demons behave when expelled from a body. The preacher said something that has strengthened my faith. (Romans 10:17) "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." He said that when we cast a demon, he goes and calls for help so that when they come back to you they are numerous and strong enough.Then they will be able to torment you more than ever. But if your faith ( which is like the foundation of your home ) is strong, they will be defeated. Therefore we ought to have faith, and this basically means calling things that are not yet materialized as if they already were. Moreover when we need healing or something else from God our Father, we should take possession of it with authority, no matter what happens after. This means that we must keep our faith firm and declare things. (Hebrews 11:1-2) "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.2 For by it the elders obtained a good report."
Take possession of your healing with authority and declare with faith before it is manifested
This helped me to know my position in Christ, and understand that the evil spirit that had persecuted me for over 25 years went to call for help, so that I could be confused and think that God had abandoned me. I realized that I had to move faith, I had to accept the fact that I was healed despite that the bed-wetting was still happening those days. I had to have authority over these evil spirits, by letting them know that despite everything they were doing, I knew already and I firmly believed that I was healed. The same Saturday night, after realizing this, the Lord spoke to me again and told me exactly these words: " Tomorrow wake up early and go to church to give the testimony that you are healed. Go ahead and declare your healing to everyone in the church. Do not go late, if you do not take your healing with authority and declare it, you might never get rid of this."; and He added: " Do not pay attention to what happens after you have declared it, be faithful and patient in faith. "
Listening to the Lord who spoke to me, the next day (which was a Sunday) I went to church and arrived exactly when brothers and sisters were giving their testimonies. I gave my testimony and something happened again. My pastor and his wife stood and laid their hands on me, whereas they did not do it with other Christians who did witness before and after me. So when I finished giving my testimony they came to me and laid their hands upon my head and requested that the whole church prays for me. I would like to remind that when all this was happening, brother Matti who answered me by email also was holding prayer meettings for me in Finland with his congregation (actually 3 times per day). The Lord also asked me to send him a mail with my testimony. That Sunday I went back home with so much faith and my heart was really happy because I was firmly convinced that I was healed after all the events that happened. Honestly I still did bedwet few times after that, but on rare occasions. The Lord was always there to comfort me and strengthen me through the Holy Spirit so that I would keep my faith.The problem finally stopped one day, and actually I cannot even tell you exactly when. One day I just realized that it's been a long while I did not bedwet, then I realized that in fact everything stopped. Later whenever I had the same dream, I would wake up and touch myself and I would realize that all was just dry!!! Praise the Lord!!! Today I have pleasant and dry nights, I have no more fear, no more frustration and over the bedwetting!!! Praise the Lord, He is able!!!
Faith ... without it we are nothing
(Hebrews 11:6 ) " But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him . "
( James 1:5-8 ) " If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.6 But let him ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways. "
This stage of my life has helped me to understand what is the key of divine healing and how it works. I understood that some healings can be obtained spontaneously, and some might take a little bit of time before they could materialize; depending on the circumstances of each person according to their degree of faith, which is the main driver of this great mechanism. Divine healing does not work without a mechanism. It is first of all a gift that must be accepted by the patient with humility. You must listen to the Lord in order to allow him to work in you, in your life. You must get rid of any fear, doubt and any concerns and totally surrender to Him. Then keep the faith, believe firmly, declare and confess with your mouth and believe with all your heart that the Lord has healed you. Even if you see that your condition is only getting worse. You can be reading my story today while you have a problem that could be similar to mine or another, I want you to know that when our Lord Jesus Christ was on earth, he cured thousands of people and continues to do so by his powerful Name through the power of the Holy Spirit now that He is no longer on earth. His disciples would cast out demons in his Name, healed people in his Name etc. You can also be healed if you believe there is a power in this Name we call Jesus Christ/Yashua Ha Messiah. All you need is faith in Christ and patience. Remember that every time Jesus healed the sick, he said to the sick that they be done according to their faith. So if you believe , you will also be done according to your faith.
Dear brothers and sisters, I am not an expert in matters of divine healing, no!The only thing I would like to do is to express my gratitude to the Lord by sharing the testimony of my life, which He has allowed me to experiment by His Grace. I believe that it is a great testimony, it can be helpful to all those who are seek and wish to recover their health. For this we all need Jesus Christ and faith, nothing else. If in my case I had that little piece of cloth, the recommendations and all the great preachings that had been sent to me, without a little bit of faith I would not be healed. Having a complete faith in Jesus Christ is the best weapon against evil. For you need to remember that all sickness comes from evil, because everything that the Lord created is good. I believe that sickness is just the physical materialization of some spiritual happenings (attacks). May the Lord bless all that read this testimony, and please feel free to share it with those who are in need of healing.
After the healing the Lord revealed to me that He is our Savior through different dreams
In the first dream I rememeber myself being in a street with a friend of mine, I was looking in the sky as if I was expecting something to happen. While I was looking I saw a lion's head, just the head in the sky. That head was not physical, it was not made of flesh it was looking like a spirit. The lion was looking at me straight in the eyes, His sight was so intense, so deep and so gentle and serene at the same time. I thought it was the Lion of Judah. I was shocked, confused, amazed and scared at same time, about what I was seeing in the sky. While I was looking at the lion, a hand appeared from nowhere like the hand in the book of Daniel. This hand began to write something in the sky from the right to the left, it was a whole sentence with hebrew characters or aramaic. I was looking at it in all amazement, then a great fear took hold of me. I began to tell to my friend that we had to leave that place, because in my spirit I was convinced that it was the end of the world. I rememebered that in the book of revelation the Lord says that in the last days we will see great signs in the heavens. So I was convinced that, that moment has come. I was dragging my friend, asking her if she was not seeing what was happening in the sky. But it seemed to me that she was not seeing anything. During that time of great panic I heard a voice talking in my back and saying: " The one who believes in Jesus Christ will be saved". It is only later that the Lord revealed to me that what I heard from the voice was in fact the translation of what the hand wrote in the sky.
The second dream was also a revelation, but I had a great fear in that dream. It is after the Lord gave me the understanding of it that my spirit could calm down. In fact in that dream I saw myself with an angel, we were walking in what seemed to be a dark tunnel. While walking I could feel that there was fire all around us, but I could not see it. We reached a sort of room, it was like in the middle of the tunnel, like a hall. In the middle of this room was a firewood with a big pot on it, in the pot was a human heart it was being cooked. Then some strange creatures appeared from nowhere (I understood it was demons because they had nothing human and nothing good in their look), they were holding some long sticks, they came close to the pot and began to stir its content as if they were cooking. In a dark coerner I saw a young lady tied to the wall, she was screaming of pain. Then I asked to the angel who was with me what was going on. He somewhat made me to understand that the heart in the pot belonged to the young lady I saw screaming in the dark coerner. He told me that she was being treated that way because the Lord gave her a heart to love others, but she did not do it (certainly she had a lot of resentment for certain people in her heart). That is why her heart was put in a pot, and all the hit touching it was felt by the young lady. That is why she was screaming so loud, her scream could tell of how horrible the pain and the feeling she had were (To this day I almost always have tears or I get chills telling this dream, it even seems easy to tell but it was scary to see and bear those images once I woke up). While I was seeing all that in the dream I had no fear at all, and it is even strange to me, but I guess it is because I was with the angel. However I felt agreat fear when I woke up.
After seeing that horrible scene the angel took me to another place, I had the impression that we went to another side of the tunnel...I cannot really tell how we got to that second place, but what I know is that all of a sudden I found mysel before God. I cannot say I saw His face, I cannot say how He look like. But He was there, sitting on His Glorious Throne, and my spirit knew it was God. At His right I saw another One sitting, it was Jesus Christ. I was standing before God the Father, God the Son. The angel who was with me departed from me discreetly. God the Father requested to be given a book, the book of life, an angel brought it to Him. He went through the book, I understood it was my judgment He would pronounce. He went through the book and saw that my name was not there, then He requested that I be thrown to hell, where that other girl was. Let me tell you that I had a weird feeling while standing before the Lord: I could not open my mouth to utter a word and argue or defend myself, I could not even tell a lie; because even my mind was judging me. It was as if my whole self was convicting me of my wrongs. I was conscious of the bad life I had: sexual immorality, resentment towards some relatives who have frustrated me when I was suffering from enuresis, lies and many other things; To make it short I would say that my entire self was feeling guilty, and knew that I deserved that punishment, that is why I could not even say a word against that judgement (I believe now that this is revealing the just judgement of God, a judgment that even our spirit and soul accept).
So when God the Father condemned me to be sent to hell, the most beautiful thing happened...God the Son, Christ stood and pleaded for me. He said to God the Father something looking like this: "Do not send her to that place, because she believed in me". After He spoke those words I all of a sudden woke up, all my body shaking of fear and at the same time I could feel comforted when I realized that Christ just saved my life, He just saved me from hell fire and suffering!!! Allelujah!!!! Praise the Lord in the highest!!!
I did not understand the meaning of this dream the minutes following my awakening, for I was shocked. With time, the Lord revealed to me its understanding. In fact the Lord showed me that at the judgement day Jesus Christ will be like our Lawyer, He will plead for us before the Father. For we need to know that Christians will also be judged, just as unbelievers will be. But the difference is that Christians will not be condemned, for the Blood of Christ (the Lamb) has redeemed them. (Romans 8:1-8) "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. 2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death. 3 For what the law could not do in that it was weak through the flesh, God did by sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, on account of sin: He condemned sin in the flesh, 4 that the righteous requirement of the law might be fulfilled in us who do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit. 5 For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. 6 For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. 7 Because the carnal mind is enmity against God; for it is not subject to the law of God, nor indeed can be.8 So then, those who are in the flesh cannot please God." ; But the unbelievers will be judged and condemned, because Christ has not redeemed them, since they rejected Him as a Savior. It is after all those things that I began to understand what is the place of Jesus Christ in our lives. I always thank the Lord God for sending Christ, we do not even realize what a great gift we are given, a gift that cannot be compared to any. The sadest thing is when we realize the way we lived before knowing Christ, living far from Him, living it up and taking advantage of all the pleasures of the world and flesh, which we in most cases even biterly regret. I always thank God for having taken control over my life, because I believe that without Him I would die. I praise you Father for such a wonderful Love for us, I praise Him for being that father I sought for my whole life, I love Him from the depth of my heart; and I wish with all my heart that He saves all my relatives, all my friends and all good people with pure hearts who do not believe yet. May the Lord bless you abundantly, may His Grace and Mercy flow in your life and your relatives'. You can copy and paste this testimony in your blog or site if ever you wish so, or you can just share it via a link...
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