I feel like a blind fish in this tumultuous tempest
Where I am at the mercy of these great waves
They lead me where they want and hit my small body
Yes the waves hit my body with great power
Even my little bones are about to be broken
But I struggle, I fight and resist, hoping on You
Though all seems to be so dark and unbearable for me
It is so dark that even my eyes see nothing again
It is so unbearable that all my senses have left me
Whenever I try to swim or hide, I cannot even see where I swim to
And the angry ocean keeps on traumatizing me
Yes the furious waves carry and throw me wherever
But Lord I trust in You, I speak to you from the depth of my heart
Where I am at the mercy of these great waves
They lead me where they want and hit my small body
Yes the waves hit my body with great power
Even my little bones are about to be broken
But I struggle, I fight and resist, hoping on You
Though all seems to be so dark and unbearable for me
It is so dark that even my eyes see nothing again
It is so unbearable that all my senses have left me
Whenever I try to swim or hide, I cannot even see where I swim to
And the angry ocean keeps on traumatizing me
Yes the furious waves carry and throw me wherever
But Lord I trust in You, I speak to you from the depth of my heart
How long is this going to last my dear Father?
How long will You stay and look at this circus,
Yes how long will You let the devil persecutes me with pleasure
How long Father, how long will You be silent…
You say You are angry against us Father
For we do not take counsel with You, we have no patient endurance
You are right, we do not trust You much as a Father
You are also right, because we like facility, we are coward
But here I come, I need Your counsel, what should I do to fight this tempest?
You have been silent, while the devil is happy and celebrates
I suffer and it is hard for me, but I want your guidance
I do not want my fears to guide me, otherwise they will fool and hurt me
No Father, I want to bear it and trust in You only
I pray you to guide me and tell me what to do
Do not leave me alone nor forsake me, You are my Savior and my Hero
In this tumultuous time of my life I give you thanks
In this tumultuous time of my life I pray for strength
Blessed and Hallowed be thy Wonderful Name Lord, for ever and ever
Amen.
(Meg, 27/11/2013)
How long will You stay and look at this circus,
Yes how long will You let the devil persecutes me with pleasure
How long Father, how long will You be silent…
You say You are angry against us Father
For we do not take counsel with You, we have no patient endurance
You are right, we do not trust You much as a Father
You are also right, because we like facility, we are coward
But here I come, I need Your counsel, what should I do to fight this tempest?
You have been silent, while the devil is happy and celebrates
I suffer and it is hard for me, but I want your guidance
I do not want my fears to guide me, otherwise they will fool and hurt me
No Father, I want to bear it and trust in You only
I pray you to guide me and tell me what to do
Do not leave me alone nor forsake me, You are my Savior and my Hero
In this tumultuous time of my life I give you thanks
In this tumultuous time of my life I pray for strength
Blessed and Hallowed be thy Wonderful Name Lord, for ever and ever
Amen.
(Meg, 27/11/2013)
My whole life and Being are alike a small fish in an angry ocean Where great waves rise up with great anger and strength Yes they rise and hit the rock, the sand with great furor That is the state which my life, my heart and my mind are in |